Another Me, Another You, Another Us That Totally Different Person

It is hard to create someone new. Different than creating a different imaginary personality, like when I was creating Jane, Andrea Rosa Valentii and the youngest, Regza Carmina Rosa. They just pop out in my mind, and there they are, people that always against my will, telling me, yelling at me, which is the correct one which is not... Officers in my head...

But, creating someone new... like creating a character in my novel. The appearence, the personality, what they wear, what they like etc. A lot.

Now, different with before, I apply this to myself. It will be hard, harsh, scary and there will be blood, will become homeless and jobless...

Duh...

Day One of Another Series of Water Fasting

Yup. Water fasting again. It because I don't feel well recently, so stop eating will give me a break.

This will last for three days, so wish me luck.

New Episode of Life

An ending of unepic story of my life. The miserable, chaotic life. With the lost of the one that never be mine. The lost of purity of one soul....

So, A new story is written. Will it be the same with before, or will it be all new?

With the chaotic life I've seen in the future, I just wish, Please God, let it be different. I'm tired. All I want is a simple life. That's all. But why...

Water Fasting Day One

There goes another water fasting episode. Last thursday, I did 2 days water fasting that run very good until I break the fast. I eat too much... well not really, it's my usual portion... and my stomach hurt badly... ugh. That's an unforgetfull lesson...

I've decide, that today I'll do another fast. Started at 00:00 of 19 of Juli 2010. My initial weight is 73 Kgs. Reduce 2 Kgs huh? My blood pressure is 120/90. Quite normal according to my mother who is a nurse.

So... let see how long does it will last.

Bulan Sya'ban Telah Tiba

Bulan sya'ban sudah datang n gua lupa. Habis, penanggalannya kan beda dengan kalender internasional.... Yah, jadi ya dimulai besok deh puasanya. Semoga aja dapet berkah ya?

Nah, nah... sudah berapa lama ya aku ga ngeblog? Selama itu banyak hal yang terjadi. Aku mulai main travian misalnya. Jauh lebih enak dibanding farmville n ga ngabisin pulsa ^^. Piknik ke jogja yang kaco balo. Kehidupan yang berantakan.... Well, nothing new I guess....

Ya Sudah. Come what may n que sera sera aja lah. Sekarang, aku pengen lebih dekat sama Tuhan. To fix my miserable life....

So, Shall we begin????????