I love my mother. Really. She is everything in my small universe. I do everything to make her happy. To make her see me. To hear me. I sacrifice everything for her... but love, unfortunately, not always work in two direction. If only I do everything for the sake of me, not other, this never happen. this is a hard lesson. very hard. I ruin my life for hatred. when, will I learn that in her eyes isn't me?
I leave the house. rearrange my life. taking lecture in university again, eventhough its open university. i'll leave everything behind.
I have no friend. No life. No ambition... nothing.
I live my life like this... and i'm tired.
maybe go abroad is much better, regardless my age is.
I lost a lot but it's okay. I get what I want, the hard way.
Wish me luck in my new life.
See you, in the different fate...
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